Rant about friend who is a narcissist - Monday May 25th, 2015

Dear "friend"
You're sneaky, rude, jealous, vindictive and narcissistic
and the reason why i can never tell you anything is because you gaslight me to the point that I think I am  crazy. You always have to be better at EVERYTHING.it's one thing to take interest in what someone likes, but it's another to do so and make them look stupid or make them feel like crap about it because "they aren't as GOOD as you are"
"IIIII don't HAVE to use recipes..."
seriously?
that was a diss to me and we both know it.
but of course you "didn't mean it like that,I'm just too sensitive."
 you MADE me this way.
Nothing is ever you're fault. You say hurtful things to me (and others) and claim that "i'm just too sensitive" even when I tell you to please not say those things in a calm tone of voice because they hurt. of course nothing is your fault. and if i tell you to stop, It's because i'm sensitive. Damn straight I am.so stop doing it. EVERY chance you get you put others down.ALL the time. You use indirect statements so you can claim "i'm not talking about you." chick you f*ing QUOTED me using a quote I literally JUST said to you. how the heck are you NOT talking about me? and  you even posted my name AND my phone number along with my address once.how is that not about me?seriously?
I used to think I legit had paranoid personality disorder. in fact, I think you GAVE me PPD like it was an f*ing cough.  it got to the point where i thought I would have to be hospitalized and then, thankfully more and more people stopped being friends with you because of how mean you are."write down what you dislike about me." *okay,now we are getting somewhere maybe she wants to change...* "and i'll write down what I dislike about you and what you should change." *annddd. there it is*
It's always about how you can put OTHERS down. never about what you have done to hurt others.
You put me through hell and yet i will always care for you and because I care for you so much and because i am a caring person, unlike you. I've stayed around.just because I have empathy and I care about others.
I cut myself in front of my own mother because of you.
Because you tried making her "your mother" instead of mine.
You tried making yourself seem like a "better daughter" to her.
because you are entitled to her too,right?

have fun watching me become successful and you NOT having ANYTHING to do with it because I know that THAT is the one thing that is going to piss you off the most :P
the fact that  you can't steal my ideas this time because I'm not telling them to you, and that you can not  try to be better than me so you can TAKE the spotlight is going to drive you f*ing crazy and THAT is better than any thing I will ever experience in my entire life.
I want to make a comic book with a couple of friends and hopefully my bf. Next year I want to go to comic con and get a table. Just knowing there will be pictures and you will see them and NOT be in the spotlight will be the greatest moment of my entire life and there is nothing you can do to take it away from me.
:P
<3
Of course, I will still send cards, and check every in once in a while, but damn I gotta distance myself from the bullshnit.